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2011-02-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

My new blog..

x[http://cherry-meow-meow.blogspot.com/]x

So sad to move )":

2011-02-11T00:02:00.001+08:00

x[My love <3 ]x

(:

2011-02-09T14:24:00.001+08:00

Eiii wtcraps???

What the hell is this??

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If it is so, this blog is gonna be abandoned soon =x

2011-02-06T17:19:00.002+08:00

Just back to Singapore,hot like mad..

Anyway not in a good mood and I have project to rush so will update about the Chinese New Year next time.

It just feels so different.

2011-02-02T02:04:00.002+08:00

Ho ho ho...

Will not be posting for 1 week.

Everything about Lunar New Year will be updated when I come back to Singapore.

For now,

just a photo for appetizer ^^

That's how nice the New Year's atmosphere is in Vietnam (:

2011-01-31T11:54:00.003+08:00

The last post before I jump on the airplane and fly back to Vietnam.

Weeeeeee~~

I'm super excited.

OKay okay,

I am so happy that I finally finished knitting the scaft for JN.

Since ending of December till now.

Been so busy that I thought I can't finish it.

On 28th Dec 2010.

On 29th Dec 2010

On 16th Jan 2011.

On 19th Jan 2011

On 29th Jan 2011.

Ho ho ho,

So much effort for it okayy.

So of course I have to show off a little XD XD

Alrite,

I have been updating blog like regularly everyday.

I can be the next Xia Xue already.Hahahaha

Joking.

I don't like that kind of much fame.

And when you are popular,

people just have to hate you for some reasons.

I am contented with who I am now (:

I have everyone I love around me.

What more would I ask for.

2011-01-30T23:58:00.001+08:00

Ho Ho Ho,

AhNiao's advanced birthday celebration today!!

Cuz her birthday is 1st Feb and I won't be here so we went out early ^^

Had lots of fun with them,

ate food till my tummy want to burst :\

They actually planned today to be the "eating- outing", means we will eat lots of different food.

But after Best Fries Forever and our dinner at Soup Spoon,

out stomach really bloated till cannot squeeze in anymore inside.

So we didn't even eat Yoguru as planned.

HAHAHAHA XD XD

Bought quite a few stuff for Chinese New Year.

AWwwwww,

so excitedddd :D

Okayyy see the photos for yourself ^^

(I actually had to download one by one from ChiKai's facebook :\ , cuz the photos are taken by her camera)

THIS LAST PHOTO IS SUPER EPIC!!! XD XD SO FUNNY!! XD

OKayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I need to go and pack my luggage nowwwwwwww

feeling so lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2011-01-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

Ho ho ho.

My blister since the New Year (31st Dec 2010) until now then broken.

See how big it is...

After the skin peel off,

the part is super soft.. Like baby skin.

HAHAHAHAHA.
OKay Okay,,

I know it is quite gross.

But I don't care.

I like it can already XD

And I'm damn proud of my "baby-skin" part :D :D :D :D

OKayyy anywayyy,

went out with JN today cuz he wants to buy stuff back to Vietnam.

walked walked walked.

Laughed a lot like mad woman,

no,

should be mad PEOPLE.

He is also included.

Haha.

Had dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe.

Wanted to bring him to Botak Jones,

but we were at Plaza Sing and the nearest BJ is at Cineleisure.

So XW there it was :D

We were bored while waiting for food...

So.... cam-whore for the win :D

I like!!!! Look at the ice cubes.! so pretty with the milk tea inside some parts!!

After dinner and finished buying,

he suggested to go Arcade :D

Racing, Silent Hill,Ping Pong,BasketBall...

Almost won him at Ping Pong.

He played cheat :P

And Basket Ball made my legs super tired....

Cuz had to tip toe if not I cannot see the goal =_=

Constipated face (???) :D

After that ..Neo Print...!!!!!!! :D

cuz the machine was just there so he wanted to take (:

Before...

After..

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After...

Before...

After..

Before...

After...

Before...

After...

Okay this pic I forgot to take before decorating.

Awwwwwwww.

Such a nice day, even though it rained.

I am so in love <3

La la la~~~

2011-01-29T14:58:00.006+08:00

Here are the overdue photos XD

Thursday 27/1/2011

"Nail Art in Singapore" :D

Was trying to draw the designs to see which one I should draw for Chinese New Year

See how nice I drew for him..Flower, glitter, heart shapes..

And he also wanted to learn how to do..

Look at how he drew for my nails ._____.

This one look like an accident scene... With blood spurting everywhere -_-

Vietnam's flag somemore ._. Red flag with yellow star..

Finally can go and eat =P

Sunday 23/1/2011

Singapore Duathlon Volunteer.

Photos and post were up for this day.

But yst night Bao Bao sent me the photos from her camera, so I just update once more.

Bao Bao <3 <3

See how budget they were...Even used the left over from Olympic Games -_-

I was super tireddddddddddd

When there was no runner, this the road was so deserted ._.

Before we walked back to the Volunteer Tent, we still wanted to cam-whored with this low-leveled tree :D

That's all for the photos.

Hmmm,

went to read someone's blog.

I have to admit that I really spite her because of the way she treated me badly,

but seeing her going through a hard time now just because of a break up,

I feel so pity for her.

I know it is not easy to go through those times, it is so hurtful and tired trying to pull yourself up.

And if there is no support from your friends and people around you, it will tear you down much more.

Not everyone is as lucky as me to have so many support from others to hold me strong when I am down.

I feel so blessed to have every single one of you (:

Anywayyyyy,

2 more days to go back Vietnam!!!

Weee~~~~~

Now waiting for JN to finish preparing then go buy stuff with him.

He's super long can ._.

2011-01-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hope you enjoyed the small belated-celebration, sweetie (:

Now it's my turn to go rest.

I.AM.SO.TIRED

Will be uploading photos from the nail art + Singapore Duathlon tomorrow.

Good night world.

2011-01-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

MISS WILONA ZHANG YUN TING.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (:

I LOVE YOU SWEETIE <3

2011-01-26T09:44:00.004+08:00

WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :"(

I really want to cry now can.

This morning woke up at 7am to shower and prepare to go to school,

then at 8.20am I left house, and knowing that if I take bus I will only reach school at 9.05am.

So I took a cab.

I told the driver to go by ALEXANDRA ROAD, then COMMONWEALTH, then HOLLAND AVENUE then CLEMENTI ROAD.

Because I know the AYE in the morning sure will have jam.

And guess which way he used?

He turned to AYE, which was JAMMED, then he turned to QUEENSWAY , then go straight to FARRER ROAD, which was also JAMMED, then he turned to HOLLAND ROAD, which was also JAMMED!

Omgosh can..

I felt like strangling him...

Then when the cab was jammed at Holland Road turn, I saw the bus 61 which I saw at my house earlier.

IF I TOOK BUS I WOULD HAVE REACHED SCHOOL EARLIER THAN TAKE TAXI..!!

Woahhh,

I really feel so frustrated...

And my cab fare,

$25.

TWENTY FIVE!

And I reached school at 9.15am

>:(

And the worst part????

I found out today morning no tutorial, because we are having Exhibition this week so we don't need to come for IT Law Tutorial.

But our tutor did not inform us because he thought we knew.

So now we are roting in Ourspace studying.....

Omgosh....

If I took bus I would reached school earlier and no need to waste my time + energy + money taking taxi and being so agitated.

Tell me if I really deserve to kill myself or not ..?? :\

1 day of frustration like this would decrease my longevity by 1 year next time =_=

2011-01-25T21:51:00.001+08:00

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2011-01-25T19:37:00.002+08:00

The truth in life is,

everyone is gonna hurt you by one way or another, be it by their actions, by the way they treat you, by their attitude, by their characters or just simply by their words.

Either they do it deliberately, accidentally, unknowingly or because of their ignorance.

The difference is how much it really affects you,based who they are to you at that point in time.

The more important they are, the more hurt you will feel.

The more expectation you have in them, the worse the hurt will be.

In my life,

how many hearts would it be enough to take all the hurt?

2011-01-25T02:23:00.001+08:00

Wth seriously...

2011-01-24T22:54:00.004+08:00

I want to do Programming Project,

but seriously I want to cry now.

So much coding X.X

OKay updates for the last few days.

Saturday 22/1/2011.

Had Grooming Workshop in school 10am.

The trainer taught us how to wear proper formal clothes for office, how to carry ourselves, how to match the correct colour for clothings, how to take good care of our hygiene and how to make up.

Got practical for make up,

Indri and I had a good laugh while trying to draw our eyeliners.

Laugh till my stomach want to drop off.Haha.

Epic.

After that went to Chinatown to alter my skirt.

I really hate Chinatown.

Got lost for 1 hour trying to find the tailor shop ._.

from 3pm till 4pm then finally I can find a small shop in the corner.

Argh!

Sunday 23/1/2011

Singapore Duathlon Volunteer at East Coast Park.

This is the worst organized sport event I have seen.

The reasons ??

Firstly, they don't even have enough shirt for volunteers.

Wtcraps can???!!!???

Shirt is the most important thing for an event to differentiate people from the others. And during the registration for only-god-knows-how-many-months ago, they got ask for volunteers' shirt size, and they should have known the estimation of the number of shirt they have to print.

And yet they NEVER PREPARE ENOUGH SHIRTS FOR EVERYONE??!?!?

What bullshit excuse that "It is subjected to availability"..

Secondly, the lunch wasn't enough for all volunteers.

WTF?

I heard that the Admin-side volunteers did not have enough lunch or something.....

Thirdly, when we asked what time the event would finish,

even the highest guy (Chief) did not even know.

=_=???

They told us the event would end at about 3pm.

and guessed what time we were told to stand down?

4.30pm!!!!

FOUR FREAKING THIRTY PM!!!

And they still have the face to tells us that if any volunteer leave earlier, would be put in blacklist.

Wtcraps can.

We volunteered okay, not like we begged them to "hire" us or something.

Volunteer = free labour.

They should be happy that they have people volunteer for them.

Seriously.

OH and and!!

They stated that Slippers are not allowed!

But so many volunteers wore slippers and they also can't be bothered.

I should have worn slippers too ._.

Hot like crazy can.

The management of this event failed to the max...

I dislike this volunteer event.

Only the night before the event made it worthwhile (:

But yeahh anyway had some times catching up with Bao Bao (:

She said we looked like we were doing "corrective work order" ._.

I think we looked more like cleaners in Vietnamese, cuz they have the same kind of this colour suit =x

After the event,

went to Plaza Singapura with Bao Bao to buy material for my IT Law Exhibition.

Oh by the way, whenever she tried to say Vietnamese words, it is very duper cute! XD XD

Then had dinner with her and headed home.

Collapsed on the bed from 9pm till 2am woke up ._.

Washed up and brushed teeth then went to sleep again ><

Tired tired!!

Imagine we had to stand from 9am to 4.30pm and yet still so frustrated with the management.

How much energy would be left ._.

Monday 24/1/2011

Supposed to meet Indri early in the morning 8.30am to arrange tables for IT Law Exhibition.

But I can't wake up ><

(Obviously... Because of the exhaustion from the night before)

Felt so bad cuz made her wait for me like nearly 1 hour =x

When I reached school.

Saw the small kitty standing 1 corner so lonely,

so I tried to call her(him??) and it just ran to me.

So cute can!!

Stroke for awhile and she(he??) kept purr-ing ^^

Everytime I stood up and wanted to leave, she(he??) kept "meow-ing" and looked at me, so poor thing!! )":

So I just spend like 15mins staying there and accompany her (him??)

She (He??) seemed to be very hungry )":

Next time when I am free I will go and get some cat food and leave in my bag for needed times (:

Went to Ourspace to arranged the booths for our Exhibition with Indri.

21 tables, 40 chairs, 40 poles, 40 bases and 20 boards.

Done by 2 girls.

Yes.

TWO GIRLS!!

We do it by ourselves!!!!

Girl power! :\

Cuz the 3 guys all busy -_-

But near the end our lecturer Mr Lim came down and help us awhile.

After finishing, we breath like buffalo =_=

Not to mention had to go around school to post up the posters for the Exhibition.

Nearly killed myself from tiredness during the process ._.

But yea lucky I still survive

(Hurray???)

Anyway I was asking people around to give me their empty water bottles so I can adopt the little cute cactus.

But the one I adopted wasn't cactus, it's only in the cactus family.

I don't know the name in English,

But I really love this plant.

Last time my house had a huge pot of it, but had to throw away due to renovation )":

Yea anyway,

Chose so long for this cute plan,

but my friend broke 2 of its leaves )":

See the circled part..

I tried to use scotch tape to tape them back...

I wasn't trying to be funny okay..

I really felt so upset when seeing my plant got "injured" )":

Then just now when I was walking,

I accidentally hit another leave,

then it broke somemore.

Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh )":

Heart-pain ):

I will take good care of it from now on.

Want to take another one tmr so it will have friend ^^(V)

P.S. I am only emotionally attached to my plan, okay people??

I am not crazy ._.

2011-01-21T23:58:00.004+08:00

Highlights:

Just now when on the way.

I was standing behind a woman.

She moved back and her arm hit me...

HER ARM HIT ME..!!

And I was like "So sorry..!" to her.

Guess what she said????

She said "It's okay"

I was like wtcraps?

She was the one who hit me and when I was polite enough to say sorry to her, she "it's okay" me (!!!??!!!)

._.

wasn't she supposed to be the one who should say sorry....??

This kind of thing..

I won't take it so seriously into heart..

But when you are at fault, don't try to make it as if people owe you a sorry for your mistake.

Then after that when I was walking.

(i was carrying an A2-size cardboard for my project)

And there was a guy walked pass me.

His hand bang into my board.

BY HIMSELF.!!!

Then I was like "Sorry.!"

The guy just walked pass and never even bother to turn back to say anything...!!

Woah seriously....

Some people need to learn how to be polite...

They really have attitude problem.

Nana and I refer to them as who-was-at-fault-but-still-say-it's-okay-woman and the impolite-guy-who-bang-and-run.

OKay it's quite hilarious names yea.

Awwwww.

Aniwayyyy,

suddenly bad mood like crap now ><

Thinking about the future make me feel... *sigh*

Anyway..

I really hate it when people keep asking me questions, not because they don't know but because they never pay attention to what I said earlier.

Keep asking and asking and I have to explain/repeat/say everything all over again.

Really irritating to the max can.

I am under a lot of pressure now.

Please don't provoke me )":

Really.

2011-01-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

This is soooooooo super cute!! :D :D

Indri drew it, or is it AhNiao?

I can't remember =x

This morning lecture was really..epic.

The lecturer talked so fast can...

We haven't even copied the words, she already moved on to the next 937576873 slides.

I'm exaggerating...

But yea,

you get my point.

We were like O.o ... speechless when listening to her.

Funny,

1 lecturer speaks so slow till so sleepy,

1 lecturer speaks so fast make us blur.

They should plus together then divided by 2.

Hahaha.

Had company ranking for our internship.

Almost all the job scopes they gave are about IT-related X.X

*faint*

Quote from 1 of the girls " we are from B-I-T. these job are for IT, then where is the B?"

Hahahaha, i find it so cute XD XD

Then went for the Advanced Further Studies talks.

Also walked around the booths of different Universities.

Guess what I found out???

Business course in NUS - minimum required GPA 3.73 to 3.94

*faint*

Business course in NTU - minimum required GPA 3.65 to 3.7something I can't remember.

NTU still manageable..

but NUS... 3.94???3.9 ?????3.7 ????????

Can forget about it already ._.

But now I can have some kind of idea what is the standard already.

Uhmmm,

having some other thoughts,

but yea will talk about it next year when my graduation time come (:

Then...

Accounting test!!!!!!

OKay la not so bad.

I think my methods are correct,

but the calculation is another story =x

Aniway,

while I was on the bus.

Felt something ticklish at my arm,

and I brushed it off without looking,

and I touched that "thing" on my arm and it fell off.

I SWEAR IT WAS A SPIDER!!!!

Eventhough I did not look.

but I swear!!!

I can feel it was a spider...

Really....

Here are the reasons :

Firstly , while walking to the bus stop 15 mins before that, I felt some "light tingling feeling" on my face. It felt like a strand of hair was on your face.. But I knew it might be a spider's silk (or web?) dangling down and I happened to bump into it.

Secondly, when I brushed it off, I can feel the "lumpy" feeling as I touched it...What else would be round and crawling on your arm and it's hairy??

Ewwwwww..

Damn gross ><

Lucky I did not look at it before I shoo-ed it off my arm,

if not I will get traumatized for the rest of my life :\

But I still know It was a spider.

It was a spider!!! ><

*spasm*

Okay having a headache since evening.

And I kept ranting too much =x

Good night world~

P.S. Mr Jason Nguyen! I miss you >:(

2 days never see your face already!

2011-01-19T13:57:00.004+08:00

Studying for Jap exam can kill X.X

Morning wake up early to have E-learning chat session for IT Law.

I really love this kind of Online chat.

You see,

If normal class at 9am :

Wake up at 7am, shower, eat breakfast, think of what you need to wear to school, get changed, rush to the bus stop and walk all the way uphill to class.

If E-learning online chat at 9am:
Wake up at 8.50am, turn on the laptop, prepare the required books and notes beside, lie on the bed and wait for teacher and everyone to online.

---> Don't even need to get out of the bed and brush teeth.

Hahahaha!!

You get my point??

It is so convenient to have online session.
I hope they have more e-learning study :D

After Online chat session this morning ended at 10am.

Of course I went back to my beautiful sleep.

SO tired..

Oh in case anyone wondering why I am so tired...

It was because yesterday I went for blood donation.

(Yes.Like, finally!!!)

I think because I kept taking the Iron pills they gave last time,

and eat oyster (like what Indri said XD )

that's why my iron level shot up yesterday :D

I was like silently praying in my head that I just need my Iron level to be 12.8

(Required level is 12.5)

and the nurse informed me it is 13.4 :D :D :D

Ho ho ho.

But half way I was quite giddy though X.X

After everything,

studied while waiting for JN to come to NP.

Really can feel my body being dried up after giving blood =x

Headache and lethargic....

Din't let it affect me though.

Was craving for green curry,

so JN brought me to Thai Express, even though he cannot eat spicy food.

And the selection of non-spicy food there is very little ><

Thank you, love (:

He shows teeth, I don't show teeth...

He doesn't show teeth, I show teeth =_=

Had Wall's ice cream after that :D

Then headed back and watch a Vietnamese show.

It was a nice movie.

But I feel quite sad watching it, cuz it's about long-distance relationship.

Even 8 years of relationship also did not stop the guy from being unfaithful to the girl :"(

Even when everything seems to be so sure, it changed....

Wells.

Anyway,

yesterday was a simple but happy day (:

Okeyy,

Off I go to study for Japanese exams later.

Brain cells are being depleted rapidly =x

Wish me luck.

*cross fingers*

2011-01-18T23:57:00.001+08:00

3 months of love <3

I am so happy to have you (:

2011-01-17T23:36:00.001+08:00

I really don't feel like talking to a number of people now,

due to many reasons.

Bad mood like nobody's business.

2011-01-17T19:05:00.001+08:00

The first signs.
It should.

2011-01-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

I am so super duper really completely..... relieved......

that the increase in Polytechnic fees will not be applied to us-the current students.

But seriously....

The increase is between S$840 and S$1580 for International Students while only $50 increase for Singaporean students.......

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

International Students are also humans okay!!

Our parents are working even harder than Singaporeans just for us to study here, because of the currency changes and the high cost of living in Singapore.

Our parents are not ATM machine...!!

I really don't understand what the gov is thinking...

The high cost will make the international students want to go to another country to study..

Live example : Me ._.

I want to go another place to have further study,

I don't really want to continue my education here anymore...

If the gov is trying to decrease the number of Foreign Talents,

they are achieving their goal soon.

I know Foreign Talent has been an issue for sometimes because so many Singaporeans complained that foreigners take away their job opportunities.

Wells,

If any people worrying about being my competitor next time,

You all can push that worry away.

I won't stay in Singapore for long.

Hah.

Of course I will return the "3 years working" here for Singapore gov.

After that, bye bye Singapore.

Never see you again.

(uhmmm, Unless I have business trip here next time)

I seriously feel that Singapore gov is too biased with the Foreigners.

Pls la, we are also contributing to the Singapore's economy and growth of Singapore okay.

What for have to treat us as if we are some kind of Bankers,

keep sucking out the money from foreigners...

Sigh.

OKay anyway,

I wanted to post about something else.

But I forgot ._.

Hmmmmm....

Oh,

next week will be a crazy week....

Accounting test 2.

Jap writing and listening exams.

IT Law project Video.

Blood Donation.

Singapore Duathlon 2011 Volunteer.

If I die,

please miss me.

I'm just joking

-_______-

I haven't enjoyed life much,

I cannot die that early.

And I haven't repay my parents for taking care of me yet.

*Touch wood*

Hmmmm,

I hate my brain nowadays,

always think too much till I want to pluck out all my hair ._.

Damn tiring....

Just knowing he's always here is the best feeling ever (:

2011-01-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

Ho ho,

self-esteem kicks in.

2011-01-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

I really miss you 2 (:

Always feel so comfortable being with 2 of you ^^

Meet up again soon kay! <3

2011-01-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

Random photos I took today..

We don't just line up and take photo for nothing okay...

We were wearing the STOP AIDS badge.

I think it was some I&E event,

so they gave out badges and ask us to pledge.

P.S. Inside the badge is a real condom.

Interesting and creative huh.

Some of my guy friends were like ... "Let's go let's go and get the badge!! Need to take a lot to stock up!!"

And then they would open up and play with it.

Gross to the max!

=_=

Seriously...

No wonder they have no girlfriend -_-

During Service Operation Management tutorial....

Saw the writting SUE ~~HATE~~ LOVE YIXIAN on Sue's note..

So I went to cross out YIXIAN name and write my name.

Hahahaha.

I know I'm being such a bright lightbulb =x

Just now in the evening my father called me.

And he told me he was sick yesterday so he took half day off from work this morning,

but then he took medicine and felt okay already so he went to work in the afternoon.

I was like ... "What? You are sick yet never tell me! Still went to work for what!!"

>:(

Everytime he is sick I have to force him to stay home and rest,

that's why he always hide from me that he is sick ._.

He's really super stubborn....

So now you all know where I got my stubbornness from huh :D

But yea, kind of worry for him everytime. Haish.

Been kind of keep looking at couple's photos on facebook,blogs,etc...

I love seeing wedding photos, so pretty!!

Wells,

I just love seeing people in love.

It shows how beautiful life is (:

And of course, life is even sweeter with you, my love <3

2011-01-11T23:34:00.003+08:00

Aw, if my heart is this easy to be seen,

I would have shown all to you (:

The movie "The Tourists" is nice (:

I love the way they acted.

I love the coincidence yet fated path they chose.

I love the way 2 lovers are together in the end no matter what.

Been dreaming every single night since the year 2011 approached.

All very random, no-link yet unique dreams.

Every night my dream is different.

There is even a night I woke up found myself crying.

This afternoon done some research about the meanings of dreams,

some are quite interesting, some are quite scary.

Wells,I need to buy a new dream-catcher.

These few days been getting irritated quite easily.

Like really really mood swing very very fast.

Just a little bit of stuff also make me think a lot and get moody.

Hmm..

When I don't say anything, doesn't mean I don't mind.

It just means that I am too tired of repeating myself and trying to be heard.

So from now on, I am not going to say too much anymore.

Just let nature takes its course.

I have more things to worry about.

I really hope this month pass by fast,

I really hope this period pass by fast,

I really hope this semester pass by fast.

3 more weeks till going back to Vietnam.

Excited much!!!!

Mama + papa + family + red packet + foods~~~~~~~

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww (:

2011-01-09T14:14:00.007+08:00

Been quite tired when reached home the last 2 days.

So now I'm updating for both day.

Friday 7/1/11.

Got back my Cost and Managerial Accounting common test paper.

68/100

._.

I was speechless when I saw the paper...

Seriously..

Study so hard for this paper in the end get this kind of result.

Still did past year papers and have consultation......

While Wei Lun and Sue got 70+/100...

Really crap...

I am so dis-motivated to study for accounting.

The results for all the papers:

Business System Analysis and Design : 65/100

IT Law : 83/100

Internet Programming Technic : 86/100

Service Operation Management : 92/100

Cost and Managerial Accounting : 68/100

The ironic thing is, CMA is the module I studied the hardest.

Yet the mark so low )":

Seriously how other people are studying for CMA, I wonder....

Anyway,

had a date out with Nana sweetie after school.

Met her at Taka.

And she secretly got me a small cake and present to celebrate my belated birthday with me

Awwwww (:

SO sweet of her :">

While having lunch,

we talked about so much things,

and finally I told her what I have been hiding from everyone for so long,

finally I let her know what I really meant every time I mention about that matter.

Then we walked around shop shop.

Looking at all the pretty accessories,

I really envy other girls who can wear any type of jewelry without any allergy )":

Those earrings/necklaces/bracelets which are silver, they don't have much design,

while those non-silver, they have soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many 89628736597x times of pretty designs.

So jealous. huh :<

After walking around we had BFF !!!!

Wahaha, our beloved food :D

Then had Frolick :D :D

SHIOKNESS CAN !! ^^(V)

She even bought Macaroons!!

Love her to the max ! :)

Really thank you so much Sweetie for celebrating my birthday with me even though it's a belated one.

That's so sweet of you!

Love you <3

Saturday 8/1/11.

Woke up quite late at about 1pm.

And I woke up because JN called me,

If not I would be sleeping till later :D

Prepared and waited for him to come to my house.
Then we headed down to East Coast for skating.

My pair of skates was growing fungi, wahaha.

When we were changing the skates,

it rained!

I was like ..woah crap..

-_________________________-

But then the rain stopped.

And 1 mins later rained again =_=

But it was a small "cloudy rain"

so it only lasted about 3 mins..?

And we proceeded for our skating~~~~

Woohoo~~

He was like " My legs are so tireddd D: "

Aw, my lovable skates :D

Alone on the road..

I like this pic really much, because of the sunlights and the shadowy road.

Towards the end he improved his skating skills.

P.S. I got a video of him falling down. WAHAHA.

If he bullies me I will upload it :P

Tired tired tired ~~

Waha, I love this pic too.

Can see our shirts :D

Headed back ~~~

Went to Tiong Bahru to have dinner.

Saw BoyBoy at GV working.

Been so long since we met.

and last time everytime we saw each other, we would hug hug :D

But BoyBoy was working inside so we only waved.

After that we watched movie "Love and Other Drugs".

It should be rated as R21 instead of M18 =x

But it is really a nice show.

Quite meaningful and heart-warming

Aww, feel so touched at the last part of the show.

And I love the saying at the ending of the movie :.
"You met thousands of people but none of them touched you, and when you meet that special person, your life's changed forever"

2011-01-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Your actions really touched me.

2011-01-06T06:20:00.001+08:00

Woah seriously...

Early morning, I woke up to study and do work.

While eating breakfast,

aunty told me about her niece is applying for scholarship in NUS and NTU,

also her TOEFL (the most recognized English exam) score is like 115/120,

but she doesn't really like the Asian environment so she's applying for American Uni as well.

What the crap.....

It makes me feel like,

really really really really really really really need to study harder,

because if I fail to get in NTU and NUS like her,

it's really seriously throwing face away :"(

Why does it have to be today out of all days.

Why does it have to be this month out of all months.

Why does it have to be this period out of all periods.

Why does it have to be this year out of all the years.

This time is the most stressful and packed time for all the works and studies.

And yet I am troubled and keep thinking of this Uni matter.

If 1 day,

I become crazy because studying too much.

People, pls just kill me can.

I don't want to be insane, walking around laughing like mad woman :\

Just joking....

-___________________-

But seriously,

need to study harder.

Ganbatte !!

2011-01-05T22:20:00.001+08:00

Disclaimer :

Due to too much work loads and limited timings and girl problems,

my mood and temper are highly affected.

So,

please do not disturb me

please do not irritate me

please do not tease me

please do not agitate me

please do not harass me

please do not annoy me

please do not try to be funny with me

Please do not provoke me by any means.

Let me be unreasonable and moody for sometimes.

Just for this month, I promise.

When I think of all the works I need to complete,

I really want to cry :"(

So exhausted.

2011-01-05T13:38:00.002+08:00

Common Test.

Business System Analysis : 65/100

IT Law : 83/100

Internet Programming Technic : 86/100.

SEE THE DIFFERENCE????

Stupid BSD module....

Most importantly,

it's the BSD tutor.

But now our supposedly-original-tutor has come back from his sickness or something,

so the part-time tutor will not teach us anymore.

Thank god..

And I realized the previous tutor totally DID NOT TEACH US ANYTHING.!!

!@#$%^&*

What the crap....

Now this tutor helps us to understand quite a lot of thing..

We start to like BSD and (hopefully??) will score well for exam.

Been quite busy recently,

so many projects can.?!!

plus Japanese,

I really should go and kill myself now -____-

How I wish I can be this cosy and relaxing the whole time :D

OKayyy back to IPT project...

Programming programming programming~~~~~~

Want to pluck out all my hair already :"(

2011-01-03T14:40:00.004+08:00

I'm crazily addicted to the song "Beautiful as you" by Jim Brickman..!!!

Listening to it like don't know how many 7837465320498734 times.

Beautiful song <3

2011-01-03T13:39:00.001+08:00

And you have the sweetest love I want to keep in my heart <3

2011-01-02T13:47:00.002+08:00

Isn't it so obvious that I rejected you.

Omgosh pls stop asking me if you don't want me to completely ignore you.....

P.S. Iron pill tastes like iron. gross ><

2011-01-01T15:33:00.003+08:00

I'm damn tired.

No, not physically.

Pls, 2011. Don't be another 2010.

Maybe my words don't mean that much.

Maybe my feeling is not that important.

Things are changing, slowly.

2011-01-01T05:17:00.007+08:00

Happy New Year!

Ya it is quite late (or early??) now and I can't sleep so just gonna have a brief update for 31st Dec 2010.

Woke up quite late, I don't know why I sleep so much in Singapore yet I always sleep so little in Vietnam X.X

Nail design for New Year Eve.

Reach JN's place and had steamboat dinner with everyone for end of the year.

Borrowed his shirt and pants so it would be more comfortable while eating,and I looked like a small kids in those big clothes ._.

11.30pm we headed to Fullerton Hotel to watch firework,

was a bit late but still managed to catch it.

Walked along Singapore river for a short while then headed back to celebrate Truong's birthday (31st Dec)

The birthday boy and his Chinese gf.

Yep I'm super lazy to upload all the photos here,

and i'm quite biased in choosing photos to post =x

My fb will have all.

I realized that I don't make New Year Resolution anymore like the previous few years.

Maybe because I don't want to get angry at myself for not achieving the goals.

Wells.

Had a bad beginning for the year 2010 and also the ending is not much better.

For this new year,

I don't want to get myself frustrated and disappointed anymore.

Shall just close my eyes and not to be affected by anything that happens.

Saying too much is useless anyway.

2010-12-30T11:16:00.001+08:00

Good bye Vietnam.

Halo Singapore, again.

2010-12-28T23:12:00.001+08:00

Cousin's wedding.

Really wish that she will be happy <3

2010-12-27T14:42:00.003+08:00

I miss you.

Distance-love... Even in our imagination, it is still good <3

2010-12-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

Went to the temple at another Province to pray today.

AFter that visited the "God fishes".

Wells,

I'm lazy to post anything :D

2010-12-25T19:11:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas.!

Staying home cuz have guests over to my house for paying respect to grandma.

Tired.

P.S. I don't like the stereotype thinking of my parents.

2010-12-24T23:56:00.001+08:00

Sigh.

When people don't know anything, it's best not to assume yea.

2010-12-24T18:04:00.008+08:00

Happy belated 20th birthday to myself (:

Been away and busy since I went back to Vn, due to the visit to grandma's grave.

Will elaborate later in the post.

Here is the update of the previous few days.

Tues 21/12/2010

Afternoon had a date with JN :D

Watch Rapunzel,

the movie is so cuteee!!!

I love Rapunzel, so pretty! (:

Nail design for this Christmas.

Saw this little sweet kid sleeping on the bus. (:

I can call him my twinnie already :D

After that met "TEOU" ^^

They celebrated my advance birthday for me (:

It has been really long since everyone is free to meet up together,

I felt so heart-warming (:

Wed 22/12/2010

(the day of my flight)

Met Indri at Harbour Front because she want to pass me the present.

So sweet of her (:

I love this (:

JN came and send me to the airport.

Was quite upset because cannot spend time with him for bday and Christmas.

When at the airport, Nana suddenly appeared and gave me her Christmas present.

I was like :O

She gone through all the trouble to come to the airport to surprise me.

Thank you sweetie!!!!!! (:

The last few hours with JN,

really tempted to stuff him in my luggage and bring him back to Vn with me.

Hahaha joking :D

But yea I will miss him lots.

The puppy-face XD XD XD

Reached Vietnam at 6.30pm.

Relatives were at my house making food for the next day.

Thurs 23/12/2010

My 20th birthday.

Everyone was busy preparing to go to grandma's grave.

My whole house was filled of people.

Almost about 50 ppl? ><

While waiting for the time to go to grandma's grave.

I onlined and chat with JN, miss him alot already.

Then suddenly his housemate came to pass me the birthday present from him.
Surprise..!! O.o

Didn't know he arranged with his friend here.

So sweet!

Thank you,love (:

At night went to grandma's grave.

Then brought her remains to the village at 3am today.

After the burial and everything,

we went back to Hanoi and reached here at about 4pm.

Tired tired tired tired.....

Traveled almost 24 hours ><

A few of my relatives asked me "how about your birthday?"

uhmmmmmm...

Actually I am quite upset because it seemed like a normal day this year,

and my family cannot celebrate with me because there is no time at all due to the visit.

But wells,

on another hand.

I feel that I am blessed,

because on my birthday this year, I can see my grandma's remains.

There is no other time I can be this close to her anymore.

After the burial yesterday, her grave will never be dig up again.

Rest in peace, grandma.

P.S. A 20th birthday filled of love in my heart (:

2010-12-21T02:55:00.001+08:00

Hah.

Suddenly wake up.

And cannot get back to sleep again...

2 more days till I hit the big 20.

Yet I am not excited at all.

2010-12-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

Went out with Ah Niao-san and ChiKai-san today.

Thank you for celebrating my birthday in advance.

Love you 2 (:

The photos are with ChiKai-san,

will get them from her and post next time.

Tired.

Why everytime is the same problem.

What's wrong with me :"(

So now I know,
that's when...the hand let go.

2010-12-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

Just yesterday I mentioned that I like blowing water bubbles...

Today... JN made my childhood game come back (:

Didn't I mention?

He's the sweetest (:

Buttttttttttttttttttttt,

see how much he deprived me of drinking..

So thirsty..!

*sip water*

In the evening met LP and R-Square babe.

Aw, so long never catch up with them.

We walked walked around,

saw a music-tuned Rilakkuma,

OMgosh !!

Then saw a big Cinnamoroll,

I nearly scream..!!

and saw another larger Cinnamoroll

*faint*!

Cute to the max can!!!

I shouldn't have looked at them )":

Anyway,

I think I should stop being so sensitive over everything that happens.

Noticed, observed, sensitivity strikes in.

Cannot let my mood be affected all the time ):

2010-12-18T03:30:00.001+08:00

Been 2 months you have always been so sweet,

every time trying to stay up late and wait for me, but sometimes fell asleep.

So adorable XD XD XD

Happy 2 months Anniversary, sweetheart <3

2010-12-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

*jump jump jump*

Freedom tastes so sweet :D

Suki Sushi buffet~~~

Super lazy to write anything.

So will post the group photos :D

The rest in FB~~

Oh btw...

This morning just before the Test then I found out that it was only 10%, not 20% like other papers.

=_=

Made me study so hard for nothing...

Some more the paper was quite easy...

But I rather say "I wasted my time studying for such an easy paper" like this than saying "FML, I should have studied harder"

Wahaha :D

Hie hie hie, MDIS student-wanna-be ;));))

Was trying to help his housemate for BLAW case, then just nice his another friend caught this photo of him staring at me =)) =)) . Makes me go XD

2010-12-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

A quick update before I set off to my bed and prepare to kill the test in the morning.

I swear I have no mood to study for Programming.

I always have this problem with all the last papers.

Another problem.

I'm getting obsessed over JN, seriously.

It's like we cannot stand a single day without meeting each other.

It would cause moodswing =x

By just seeing him would also make me smile (:

(Nana don't scold me for this >< )

Aniway,

we are growing to look like each other so much.

It becomes scary and amazing at the same time.

Hahaha.

Maybe seeing our photo can cause our parents to question themselves about our bloodline again XD

I hate studying )":

Yet he already finished with his last exam paper (Thurs)

It's time to relaxxxxxxx.

Heck care already!! ^^(V)

Stay tune for the post about looking-alike-couples.

I will talk about it in about few days' time.

I got accepted for 6 months internship.

But still not yet confirm which company.

Will update again next time.

I'm gonna going to work when January come.

Hope that nothing will happen that cause me to quit my job again.

Last time I regretted quitting Provence....

The feeling of earning your own money is really great,

even though the amount is not that big,

but the learning experience and the mature feeling you get when working,

is priceless (:

Sushi buffet after last paper today (Fri)

FOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!! XD XD

2010-12-16T13:00:00.004+08:00

Hahaha,

funny.

It shows us how stupid ones can get when look is only what they care.

Yep my blog is unlocked.

But of course there is no access to the previous posts during the time I locked my blog.

Common test is ending soon.

BUT,

I already declared holiday STARTED!!

WAHAHA.

Can't bring myself to care much for the last papers.

This morning paper was really crap, Business System Analysis & Design

Whatever in the slides,was all what I studied,

whatever I studied, wasn't what they tested,

whatever they tested, was ALL in the textbook,

whatever in the textbook, no one can be bothered,

whatever no one can be bothered, was all important.

When I read the questions, I damn emo can....

-_-

It asked like...

What are the greatest risks the company will face when they change the Business system.

What are the steps in System Requirements.

...

Seriously...

It looks like common sense questions.

but when you never read textbook,

It become common(less) sense,

or common nonsense.

I didn't even bother to buy the textbook can.

What a rubbish module.

And also a crappy tutor I have...

._.

Wei Lun even left out the last question blank and drew a turtle there =))

Funny.

Been studying till early morning these few days,

Sunday.

Study at Mc till 3am.

If we stayed for a while longer I would have a chance to be entertained with the NAKED MAN who came to buy coffee at 4am ( It's all over the news)

Tuesday.

Study at Mc till 4am then home-ed.

Then continued study till 7am go for paper.

Wednesday.

Study at JN's place till 4am also.

So now I can't get back the mood to study already :|

Hope after sleeping I will have the motivation to revise.

CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR!!!!!

WEEEEEEEEEE~~~~

Aniway been seeing people's updates recently (not referring to any particular persons though).

Some of their relationships are really weird,

I mean really really really really really really weird,

like really really.

But yeah,

every relationship is different,

every relationship has it own ways,

every relationship deserves to be respected.

But yea,

I still feel it is weird |:

Then I think about all the stuff that I have heard/overheard/known of.

There are times people become so mushy/cheesy/head-over-heels each other.

It seems sweet,

really sweet (:

But,

(there is always the "but" in life,man X.X)

I seriously cannot stand it when people exaggerate so much.

It's like... Please be real, can..

Many people might say :"She is the one I always love,she is the one I always want to be with"

(it's quite sweet btw ^^ )

But I really get irritated (really really really irritated) when someone say :" I cannot live without her".

You mean, before you met her, you were dead???

Of course you can live without a person.

The matter is that how can you pick yourself up after falling down.

The importance is how happy you can live when that person is no longer in your life.

You won't die without someone, really.

I also get really irritated when someone say :" I will always wait for you until the day you come back to me again" (due to the girl want to break up cos of reasons like she doesn't love him or she has another guy |: )

what the crap.

It's seriously rubbish can.

Maybe you can wait for sometimes,

but let's say,

I give you maximum of 3 years, or maybe 5 years,

If you never get into another relationship or fall in love with someone else,

I will shave my head....I'm serious...

If things cannot work out, let it be.

Cry your eyes out, blame yourself, regret, be depressed, be upset.

Then stand up and move on with life.

You have the right to say " I still haven't forgot her YET",

But please don't say "I will always love her forever".

Please.

there is no forever in life.

You mean, you don't die?'

And please scroll up and read again the above paragraph to understand further why I dislike this saying.

Also,

I don't believe in bullshit excuses for a break-up like "I don't love him ANYMORE"

Once you be together with someone,

there is no "NO MORE" in relationship.

It is either you love the person, or you never was in love with the person in the first place to talk about.

If love is there, feeling is there.

You can only have the right to say that AFTER the break-up.

So don't go around and say the reason for break-up it's because "feeling fades"

it's really bullshit.

If feeling fades then why don't you take the responsibility and initiative to find it back again.

Instead of pushing the blame to your partner for being boring,

why not doing something different to make your relationship better.

If you really don't have the feeling anymore for the person after sometimes,

it means there never was LOVE to begin with.

It was just LUST or FLUCTUATION of your feelings.

After sometimes,

it will be clear whether your feeling is true.

And of course.

Nothing lasts forever.

I know it might seem a bit contradicting for me to say that,

because I am the one who is in a happy relationship now.

But it is true.

Love can last long,

love can give you happiness,

love can lead you to marriage.

However,

during marriage years.

Do you dare to say that there won't be once that the husband and wife feel tired and sick of each other?

Do you dare to confirm that there won't be once that the husband/the wife think of the "what if" question?

That is the time..

That is when people start taking each other for granted and forgot the sweet moments when they first fell in love.

People will tend to forget that they are in love after being together for long,

it's the commitment that still holds them together.

But don't worry...

I'm not saying that there isn't any couple who don't love each other till the end.

There are many old couples who continuously add spices in their marriage.

There are many people who, despite of busy work schedule, still find time to treasure and show the other partner how much they appreciate each other.

It is the willingness of both parties to find back the sparkle in their love life.

That is how love can last long.

Love is as simple as a tight hug after a long day without asking for it.

Love is as simple as letting other person know you care.

Love is as simple as putting your pride aside and give in.

Love is as simple as doing little sweet things to surprise your partner.

Love is as simple as a peck on the forehead everyday.

Love is as simple as holding each other hands and don't let go even though life is uncertain.

Love is as simple as only 2 persons together (:

2010-12-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

Aw :)

I'm living in my own world now.

A world filled of pinky fluffy lovely furry tiny heart shapes,

a world full of laughter,

a world of love,

a world with you <3

2010-12-14T23:10:00.001+08:00

Nana's stayed over ! <3

Parteeyyyyyyy~~~~

But....

Potato chips....

Fattening :|

We talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked talked till 4.45am then we slept.

And I realized that she has been there seeing me gone through so many things since last time.

So many times calling her, so many times laughing my head off on the phone, so many times crying my eyes out while telling her stuff, so many times excited-filled whenever we plan our "dates", etc.

She has always been listening whenever I want to complain or whine about what happened to me, also to nag at me when I felt lazy to study or I spend too much.

She's like my best friend, also a sister, also a mother ,and a grandmother. (I won't say great-grandmother because I never met her before, hahaha XD )

Haha,

I wonder what will happen in the future when we need to go back to our own countries.

Still plan to be in-law :D

3and a half years of our friendship (:

2010-12-13T22:01:00.003+08:00

Quick update :D

Photos for the days~

Okayyyy good night world~~

Damn lazy to update :D

2010-12-13T14:37:00.004+08:00

LIKE THIS PHOTO!!

SO CUTE RIGHTTTT XD

Okay Okayyy,

Been only 2 days yet I already missed my blog :D

First thing first.

CMA paper........

I swear everyone is still cursing and hating it now..

Question 3...

Killer question.

It made my few days of studying for the cost calculation gone to the air *POOF*

What a rubbish question.

Oh oh oh,

Aunty is away for 6 days! :D

Yesterday JN came to my house and study,

cuz uncle was at home so he can come.

Study study study~~~~

Ngee Ann student-wanna-be =))=))

Dinner at 6pm then study at his house.

After that headed to McDonald at Queensway Ridout garden.

Love it when my aunt is away can!

Asked uncle if I can study outside late,

and he just went " Ok ok, take care of yourself"

WOOTSS~~

So mugged in Mc till 3am.

First time I can study so late outside.

Such a conducive environment.

Still got somemore photos from his phone,

will get from him and update soon :D

This morning woke up at 9am, wasn't feeling tired at all,

miracle :D

Service Management paper just now was loved can!!

Whatever questions came out were what I have studied.

I love the paper setter :D :D

Okayyyy,

going to sleep now :D

Studying later :D

OH!!

NANA IS COMING OVER TO STAY TONIGHT!!

WEEEEEE~~~~~

The way he never get angry at me, even when I was in a wrong, even when I made him upset, even when I promised him...makes me want to wish for nothing else but to be like this always. talking things out gently with me. I feel so heart-warming everytime he cares. I wants nothing else but to love him more and more each day. What the hell was I thinking last time.. Pessimistic is definitely not good..

2010-12-11T10:26:00.006+08:00

Precious pretty little thing <3

Wells.

Sleep definitely does me good.

Felt so much better in the morning,

+ the heavy rain makes me so cozy in my blanket.

Woke up at 8am to study.

Almost don't know what else to study already,

because every chapter links to each other,

so if the concept is clear,

nothing else to learn anymore (V)

Yesterday morning was studying at the library and saw this drawing on the table.

Vandalism.

But it is so cute! :D

Love it when he lets me do anything :>

But it also doesn't mean for free.... Need to pay a price for that ._.

I am ready to fight.

Bring it on, CMA paper!

2010-12-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

omg what the hell am I thinking :"(

Head is hurting.

Mind is full of thoughts.

Heart is heavy.

Can't help it but feel like going somewhere to shout out loud.

Maybe back to bed again is the best method.

STOPTHINKINGSTOPTHINKINGSTOPTHINKINGSTOPTHINKINGSTOPTHINKING

Seriously,

stop thinking now, Cherry.

Stop driving myself nuts.

2010-12-10T21:00:00.004+08:00

FML can.

Just now closed the wardrobe door without taking my hand out,

when it closed on my arm, I jerked back.

Shocked and hurtful.

And now my hand has a bruise there.

Pain pain pain!!! :<

Then went out to get water.

After going into my room already and closed the door,then I realized my cup is empty.

I only washed the cup and subconsciously brought it into the room without pouring the water inside.

*smack my forehead*

Really need sleep, I guess.

My dear mind, please rest.

First paper tmr.

Ganbatte kudasai!

I will give it 3 months' time.

2010-12-10T05:15:00.000+08:00

Cute to the max!!!! ^^

Okay I'm just bored...

Woke up early to study

*yawn

Why am I surprisingly studying so hard for common test as if it is Final exam?

I can't wait for holiday seriously.

OKay off I go,

Good morning World~

2010-12-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

Just discovered a way that can keep me awake during classes......

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Neh,

I know I'm damn laggy,

who doesn't know Coffee helps you to stay awake...

But yea,

Now then I start making friend with Coffee,

Acquaintance actually,

not good friend, YET.

hahahaha.

Sorry,

Sleeping is still my best friend :D

This was drawn during CMA lecture.

Wei Yi drew us so nice yet we drew her like that.

Feeling so guilty :/

Idol.

OKAY OKAYYY,

Feel so mean to post this photo.

But it's funny XD

FYI, I took his pic cuz Indri's fringe and his fringe look similar,

so wanted to take photos and compare.

But Indri die die also did not let me take her photo.

So this pic has to be sacrifice to be posted here.

WAhaha.

Okay supposed to go sleep now,

then wake up later in the early morning to study.

Aniway, why do I feel the panic feeling as if Common test paper is tmr?

But, it's not that far also.

Saturday.

Haishhh..

Didn't even want to on laptop,

but need to submit ITLaw project.

So just might as well update my lonely blog now :D

Alriteeee,

good night world~

RAWR XD

2010-12-08T03:12:00.002+08:00

Insomnia attacks ._.

ICANTSLEEPICANTSLEEPICANTSLEEPICANTSLEEPICANTSLEEPICANTSLEEPICANTSLEEP

Hohoho,

tried to do something to make me feel sleepy.

Ended up finish ITLaw tutorial, studied ITLaw 2 chapters and CMA 1 chapter.

STILL CANNOT SLEEP.

*smack myself*

HATE WEDNESDAY )":

It's called HEAVIESTDAY.

2010-12-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

Imma tired sheep.

*stretch*

Got BSD presentation today.

FYI, BSD is Business System Analysis and Design.

I hate that module to the core.

99.9% because of my tutor.

Blur like crap.

Just because he is a part-time tutor,

he doesn't care about the students at all.

One example :

Today we have presentation,

and last week we asked him if we have to wear formal and what the presentation is about,

he FREAKING DID NOT KNOW.

And PROMISED to send us an email to confirm and tell us what we need to do for the presentation.

He DID NOT send AT ALL!

Then today he bloody hell have the face to say that he will penalize us because we never wear formal.

WTF?

Then today before the presentation,

he got into a quarrel with my classmates.

Cuz he wanted to do the presentation his own way,

while in NP we have been doing the same thing everytime,

and he wanted to be different.

So they all quarreled with him.

After school proceeded to Woodlands to go for Sum's concert.

Oh,

Ryl and Ting kept giving me their "blessings"

Funny but made me go * awww :'> *

Nah I'm not going to say what it is about.

Watch the concert so long till my butt numb X.X

They have the dance item for kids!! CUTE TO THE MAX!!!!! ^^

After concert ,took few photos with Sum then headed home.

Supposed to take 963 from Woodlands int home,

I absent-mindedly nearly took 961 -_-

961 goes Geylang nia.

Must be more aware next time...

Or,

maybe because 961 passes Farrer Road, natural's human reaction ;D

Long bus ride~~

And my earpieces decided to die on me today -_-

Nice.

After 3 years of being with me,

today it gave up ._.

Staring into the space and drift my thinkings away.

Aniway these thoughts came into my mind.

Next time I will let my kids go and learn dances and musical instruments and martial arts since they are young.

Will let them have the opportunities to learn all types of things.

Hip hop dance, Latin dance, ballet, drama, singing, guitar, flute, keyboard, piano, drums, drawings, crafting, taekwondo, aikido, judo, karate, muay thai, boxing, etc etc...

But when they grow older,

I will not let my girls to continue learning Hip hop, muay thai, boxing, taekwondo, karate....

I don't really like the concepts of girls learning hip hop, it's just the way they present themselves is just too....upfront?

And also the most suitable martial art for girls is Aikido or judo, the rest are quite violent.

I don't want my girl grow up to be a rough/inelegant/coarse lady.

But yea, Ballet since young is good, it can be the stepping stone for all kinds of dances and also help the body postures as well as flexibility.

For boys should be alright for anything,

as long as they don't grow up being girly =x

Actually I wanted to learn Muay Thai so much last time,

it looks so interesting can!

But my Daddy did not allow, he said it's too rough for a girl :|

Lucky he did not let me learn,

If not now maybe I would be outside the street fighting or have broken arms or broken legs or broken neck.

HAHA.

If anyone doesn't know what MT is,

it is a type of martial art,

super very really extremely violent.

It is something like boxing, but also use knee and elbow to attack the head of the opponent (by what I know)

Just watch Ong Bak movie and you will have the idea ^^(V)

Daddy also did not want me to continue learning Taekwondo/Karate because he didn't like me to learn fighting,

So yaaaaa,

after learning Aikido,

I feel it is so gentle and very soft, yet effective for girls.

Defending while disarming the opponent is the main thing.

Aishhhhh,

I miss Aikido Club so much )":

Yes,

I miss you too,

my dear Little Indian <3

Aniwayyyyyyy,

had a bad morning today :|

Out of the blue moon,

Why did I have to choose to take 166 to school today...

On the way I saw a cat lying on the pavement.

It was lying sideway and never move.

It looked like it passed away )":

Super upset and feeling so down on the bus for the whole journey )":

Smsed JN and he said that maybe the cat was sleeping...

I also hope that it was really sleeping :(

Little kitty, pls be alright.

*cross finger*

Still, the image of it lying there traumatizes and haunts me :(

I really really hope nothing happened to it.

Off I go,

studyyyyyyy~~~~

Tmr need to see CMA tutor, then next day need to see SOM tutor.

*yawns*

2010-12-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

Fragile.

2010-12-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

_______________________________________________

*stretchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Times well spent for studying.

Awesome!

Since my blog is most probably read by no one due to the password,

I shall complain/whine/vent everything I feel here :D :D :D

Wells,

Yesterday read a book named Cruel Summer (within 2 hours in the library =x cuz I forgot to bring the library card so had to finish the book)

It's about how a girl changed her point of view about life after she is willing to take everything as it comes.

It's about how she thought that she was "in love" with a hottie from her school, but ended up some other special guy walked into her life and made her realize what love really feels.

It's about how she hated and got depressed when her parents were getting divorce, and then later realized that it wasn't that bad at all.

"You will be fine in the end, no matter what happens, you will be fine"

"What doesn't break you, will make you.

What doesn't kill you, will shape you"

OH yaaaaa,

Yesterday when I was crossing the overhead bridge,

there was this guy walking in front of me.

And he suddenly LIGHT UP a cigarette and SMOKE.

RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.!

ON THE FREAKING BRIDGE.!!!!!!!!!

Woah..

WTF!@#$%^&*

Doesn't he have a pair of eyes and a neck and a brain to turn back and check if anyone is behind him before he smoke?

BLOODY HELL.

Made me inhale the large enormous volume of polluted poisonous air.

Even though I'm used to the smoke smell (because almost everyone I know smokes, my Daddy smoked since I was small, my bro in law smokes, my uncles smoke, my friends smoke, my bf smokes, etc...)

BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN I LIKE TO SMELL IT.

Some more right on my face!

DAMMIT.

Okay okay,

not worth for me to get angry and frowning over some inconsiderate ppl..

Niway,

Today evening brought JN to Popular to buy stationaries.

Based on what he said,

he has never gone to buy stationaries like this before....

Lots of stuff he needed : files, folder, pencil ,clips, foolscaps, pencil case, schedule book....

And he kept repeating : " First time my money was well spent for something beneficial like this"

Funny ttm! XD

Oh ya,

these few days been feeling extremely irritated.

Due to PMS, i guess.

A little disturbance would make me feel so annoyed.

Even resulted to shouting with Wei Lun on Friday.

*cross fingers*

Please don't let anything else happen that make me think negatively.

Aniway,

had a long chat with Nana yesterday night.

She called me because I needed someone to consult on.

Thank you sweetie for listening when I'm the most confused and messed up.

Really appreciate it sweetie (:

2010-12-04T23:55:00.004+08:00

Nowadays, I sometimes find myself crying for no reason.

Time hasn't healed the wounds.

Just one simple event/upset moment would make me traumatized and turn pessimistic like immediately...

This almost-perfect present often leads me wondering what future would bring.

I'm so scared..

I'm so scared of getting hurt again.

I'm so scared of opening up and then get broken again.

I'm so scared to depend on someone so much and then he leaves.

The thought of going through the quarrels, the fight, the lonely nights, the tears, the sadness, the pain again.....is unbearable...

Everytime I close my eyes,

I always hope that those hugs will never loosen, the hands will still everytime find mine no matter what, the hold will always be tight and never let go...

I always hope....

2010-12-03T23:58:00.008+08:00

Sweet yah (:

Aniway,

Stomach's still hurting.

Started revising for common test,

straight 5 hours of studying in school today.

Been so long since I mugged so hard.

The last time I really really mugged hard for few hours was like.. "O" level..?

How could I forget how great it feels (:

I will not touch facebook and twitter till the end of the common test. 17th Dec.

(It includes NOT logging into my friend's fb to check MY fb =x )

Promise myself to study hard this sem,

Last sem I was so distracted and my grade de-proved.

Upset but not regret.

I learn from it (:

Not saying I'm beautiful,

but my thinkings are (:

Life is too short to get upset (:

____________________________________

Feel so matured out of the sudden..

HAH :D

Fine.. I'm aging =x

P.S. My internet connection sucks.

Both M1 (iPhone) and Singtel (lappy) network can go and die now :|

2010-12-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Stomach's been hurting for WHOLE of today...

What's going on )":

What's wrong )":

So damn painful.

2010-12-02T01:23:00.001+08:00

Yep,

simple thing can make me cry.

2010-12-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

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Okay I'm tired,yawns.

GOod night~

P.S. I'm getting moody soon so I should leave my blog before I post anything upseting.

2010-11-30T02:30:00.001+08:00

I LIKE I LIKE!! <3 <3

OKay just after a few hours and I have gotten over my sulking-dreaded-for-birthday mood already.

That feeling really was bad..

Now I can't really sleep so just play around with the websites and photos.

Yesterday night I slept like at 7am...

Then woke up at 11.30am.

Went to "fetch" Nana at TP at 3.30pm.

(Nana you should feel HORRRRR-NOURED yah XD XD )

Ordered our COUPLE LAB necklaces at PS!!!!!!

*jump jump jump*

I'm so excited to collect them on WED.!!!!

(I can't believe I actually accidentally typed *Sexcited* instead of *excited* at the previous sentence ._. )

Alright alright.

I shall not start the excitement, if not I swear I am not going to be able to sleep tonight.

Buttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt,

another cause for the adrenaline rush????

JN will be back by today - Tues (: :) (: :) (: :) (: :)

(I don't like to type all the smiley together at the same direction, because there would be some smiley look sad... Like this :):):):):) .. Tilt your head to the right and you can see the sad face)

Yea I have weird habits and likings, I know ._.

Oh by the way....

Today on the bus to TP,

Was playing my PSP,

and I suddenly realized that I have so much guy's sides in me =x

I play PSP, love guitar, interested in IT stuff, like to make things by myself, dislike people to anyhow touch me or mess up my hair...

Okay that's all I can think of for now,

when I can remember I will post again :D

Hmmmm,

but there are girl's sides in me also I guess?

Love pink/ cute things, go *awww* when see something sweet, like bf to sing to me...

.....

er...

.....

........

wells..

........

.........

..........

....

.....

This is bad.

...

I can't think of anything else in me that resemblance a girl :/

...

I should go and question myself about my gender now.

Should face the wall and do some reflection :|

NO...!

Maybe because now my brain is not functioning well..

I know I am quite girly.

It can't be possible that I am that man-ly as I thought =x

Shemale.

Sissy?

Hmmmmmm.

Gay?

Damn.

I don't know what am I rambling here also...

I really should go and sleep now....

Lack of sleep seriously damages my brain.

Lalala~~

2010-11-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so not looking forwards for my birthday this year :"<

The reason is.....

....

I think you all should understand why.

Less than a month till I turn 20.

The feeling is not great at all.....

I feel like..

$19.90

It's like i'm still 19 yet I can't deny that I am 20.

I also cannot say that I am not 19,

but it is hard to determine if I am 20 or not.

I am also not allowed to say that I am still 19,

but saying 20 is also not right.

Damn it,aging.

Furthermore,

not being able to celebrate with bf here makes me hate my upcoming birthday even more :/

2010-11-29T12:56:00.001+08:00

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww (":

This makes me smile :D

Don't let go no matter what ^^

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